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FROM THE WORLD BEYOND...

✨🤍


the agony of sadness was all around me.

it was screaming and crying of people suffocating me.

there's her 'bare' body,

lying in front of me,

waiting for people to put it on fire.


i saw her turn into ashes within minutes,

maybe she was too tired of being in this world...


her ashes were considered to be "pure"

being mean to herself,

torturing herself every day,

starving to death regularly,

trying to cut her wrist often,

was nowhere pure...

then how could her ashes be pure?


having a number of thoughts in mind,

not being sure enough to judge what's wrong and right,

i let her ashes dissolve in the Ganges...

i murdered myself for the sake of myself,

with nothing else but my 'bare' hands,

as, the sharpness of my broken heart,

was more than a butler's knife...


@_arushmita_



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